I see you every where I go. I wish I could see your hair flow.
Very vulnerable and need a friend, I walked into a latina again.
Last night I was up again a few hours before the wee hours of the morning.
A girl or woman came across my path on the net. I was attracted and lonely and couldn't keep away. I just had to say "hey".
We began to talk and we began to chat. Chemistry between us was natural and fun, yet it reminded me a lot of that some one.
She had a nice everything, but in a wicked way. She was toying with me as if I were prey.
She is 21 and I am 19, yet she is way older in a sense of maturity it seems?
She told me that she would break my heart if I were to fall in love, but little did she know my heart sailed away a long time ago with the one I
She seemed to enjoy teasing me as if i was nothing but a mere child, which I am.
She is a tease and a man-eater. There was just something I really couldn't grasp about her. She made me think about Karly constantly.
She has her own place and lives on her own. I-n-d-e-n-p-e-n-d-e-n-t.
She is a model and a flight attendant, so she says.
We talked about our life , what kind of things we did and what kinda of people of the opposite sex we are most attractive too.
She totally isn't into my type. lol.
Yet, I described pretty much what she is. A good thing? Possibly a bad thing?
I listed 4 main things.
-I'm attracted to girls the same height or taller.
- Full or part Hispanic
- Curly hair ( which she did not have, but i called her out and said "I bet you straighten your hair". I was right)
- And a nice booty.
We got to finishing up our little chat and decided to go to bed. She was 3 hours ahead, Hollywood.
I, not wanting to lose company asked if she wanted to Skype on our Itouches and lay down in bed because we both wanted to do so.
Agreed.
Her voice was so Hispanic. I almost didn't understand her @ times, but i quickly figured out what she had said.
We didn't talk much because we already chatted up a storm typing and caming over skype.
We both fell asleep comfortably in each others ears... It was the companionship I missed and used to get, from my love.
I now possibly understand why Karly talks to Makana so much over the phone.
I don't doubt that they haven't fell asleep on the phone with each other.
Boy how I would like to sock that kid in the face. lol. nah that's mean.
I sit alone in my room again. No companion. No Friend.
I doubt I will talk to this new latino girl soon. She probably comes and goes, just like her life style.
I found her face book and was in for a weird surprise. I looked @ her wall and saw a bunch of birthday wishes. I looked @ the date and it was September 22. The same day Karly's birthday is. They are both the same age.
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| Her name... |
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| Belen |
Karly would probably be furious with all of this. Do I care? Yes, though Karly knows she still has my heart... I am just waiting for our love to kickstart...=\ I miss you Karly Melanie Rose Silva.
I had to triple take today because I thought I saw Karly on the ice @ ice palace. There was a girl with a bunch of gay dudes ice skating. lol. It was pretty funny.
She must have been Italian. From a distance she looked like Karly, minus the gigantic booty =).
I couldn't help but quickly sneak a stare @ her every time I skated by or stopped to take a rest on the ice.
It was quite weird. That whole 2 hours of skating, all I could think about was Karly. I longed for Karly so much @ that moment. Seeing other couples on and off the ice set me back further in a sad corner in my mind.
*sigh* I want my Alyssa.
. I saw a girl tonight that resembled...
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| I loveee youuu. |
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| Why aren't we together yet? |
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