Lead Leo, lead

What does this picture mean to you?
Do you even know who the character is? You do?
But do you know what role this character plays?
Do you know why this particular Ninja Turtle portrays sorrow in this image?
Right now in my life, in my soul and in my beating heart that I constantly feel like this Turtle.
Leonardo is his name. He leads his 3 other brothers, Michelangelo , Raphael, and Donatello
He try's his best to do the right thing, stay positive and not lead his band of brothers astray.
Things don't always go so smoothly when given the role of being a leader and making the right decisions.
Hardships come with being a leader. Self doubt can be one of the hardest things to overcome while being a leader.
I suppose one must lead himself first before leading others.

Update (one hour later) : Haha look what I found.

Life. Positive. Negative. Neutral.

Life life life.

So many different shapes and forms of feelings and emotions in this world. Liiiiife.
The good, the bad and the Ugly.
The positive, the negative and the neutral 
Which would you like to dwell in most of the time?
It's impossible to dwell only in one of these 3 categories.... Well at least I think so. 

For the most part I reframe from indulging myself into a negative state of mind, but sometimes I cannot help it.
I am not the strongest or boldest tool in the shed. I care too much. I care too much about other people's feelings and don't really pay attention to my own. Eat your vegetables first they say, because it's good for you. Well I push them aside and focus on the main course. Ignoring what is good for me.
Why am I so giving? Sometimes I feel like my strongest trait can also be my weakest. My downfall. 
Mariko has always told me to Man up and speak for myself. I do sometimes... Sometimes.
For the most part I remain quiet and go with the flow.
She has also told me that sometimes you are going to have to do what's right for you and not everyone else. It's not being selfish she says, it's being righteous.

What's a Noil?

Sometimes Fear is a Good Feeling =]

Loyal Friends till the End. Real or Imaginary 

Yes we do.

Hug me like you mean it.

Creativity Clawed the Kid

My Favorite Kind of Nights.

Rewind. Fast Forward. Two Thousand Thirteen.

Update 4 Last Years Post:
Been about a year since my last post.
Vegas was too crazy.
Was I ready? Not really... But I tried.
Did I have a blast? Of course.
Was it worth it? Every $ingle Penny.

Press ► then Scroll.... =]

Let's go home now. ..Please.

2013

So far my year has been going well and it is probably because you all are apart of it.

January.
It's hard for me to think about this month right now, because so much has happened in such a small amount of time.
So many wonderful things. I'll just recap and list what stands out in my mind the most.

• Started promoting for BampArmy & the Republik
• Showed my childhood friend (Alan wen) who was visiting with his friends from Cali a good time.
• Alec came back home to visit.
• Started my New Years off with my Magical Money Making Sorceress Mariko (BFF)
• Figured out a some new things that I'm good @. Managing. Team building. 
• My downhill Team Rider Dante has been killing his competition
• Reunited with an old best friend. ♥ ♥ ♥ 
• Strong Friend ships with my close friends continue to grow and build.
• New Nightlife Bosses which means New Social Networking opportunities.

That New New

Alec with the Gold Hair Steez

Mareeks

Downhill Dante 1st .

Enter Cassidy

Matty & Flash