Night Before The Change.

Yo, Wiz Khalifa is the shit right now. Taylor Gang! haha. ahh.

Hey hey hey! That wasn't me that typed that ^^^. It was my friend named Subconscious.

Worked Today. 10-7pm. Good day. Made plenty of sales. Oddly majority of my costumers were all Japanese. It was pleasant. Especially the part where they drop dollaz for product =). *Cha Ching, give me the bling*.

After Dakine work I went skate @ Ice palace. Was fun brah. CHEE HEE!

Yeah, New Hobby.

Hey hey hey! I didn't write that up there either ^^^. It was my other Subconscious friend who went to Kahuku high school.

After falling all over the place on the ice, I chilled out back with JJ, Don and hmm. What was his name. He's the tall guy and his dad owns ice palace. Why can't I remember his dam name... O it's Jayme... I think.

Tired from skating, We chilled out, ate some caked and talked story. I learned something new about Don. He has to go to court soon because he sped away from a cop, as the cop was walking towards his car. A high speed chase took place and He almost got away, but in the end He spun out and hit a parked car.
That must have been a crazy adrenaline rush.

Here I sit. Sad. Missing my girl, My love. Missing my house, My home.
My room. I look at my room and I feel like it is sad that I am leaving. White walls, open boxes and scattered crap in certain places of the room. I have never moved before =\. I grew up in this house. 18 years...
Ah. The things that enable me to see are starting to water a bit.
Seven hours from now I will wake up and haul things out the door into a truck. Hopefully from the help of my very good friends that live close by to the new house that I am moving too.
Christian and Brad. Good kids with Good Hearts. They look out for me, I look out for them. I'm glad I have friends that can help me in a time of need. I hope tomorrow is a good day.

*sigh* I really miss Karly. Why would she do this to me? I have never turned my back on her. I would expect her to at least do the same. Am I single? I don't feel single. I feel like idk. I feel lonely. I wonder how she feel's. Most likely terrible because of how kyle is right now =\.
Still, why would she break/endanger our relationship so easily. What if I didn't go ice skating that night. Would everything be fine? No, probably not. She'd find a way to fucked it up and blame it on me.
I feel more mature than her @ times. Like seriously confront your problems face to face with me. Don't say shit you don't mean.
Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Emotional wreck. Emotionally unstable. Sadness quickly turns to anger. Never admits her mistakes or actually "means" her apologies.
Do I let Her go? Or do I bother her to get her back?
I am seriously over, bothering her constantly just to get rude, short and unwelcoming responses from her.
I take chances to make things better. To repair our bond that she so easily destructs. I don't see her trying to fix our relationship.

I don't get you Karly. You talk to me on the phone constantly, but you don't really TALK to me about whats bothering you in your life or whats wrong, or how you feel. Hiding those certain emotions from me.

She can't confront me on the phone. Constantly hiding behind messages and texts that I ignore after a certain point because I realize how stupid the things she is saying are. For example " DONT EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN! YOU LOVE ICE SKATING MORE THAN ME". GO ICE SKATE WITH YOUR STUPID FRIENDS"
Those are the times were I really wish I could teleport to her an confront her. Face to face.
*Oh how things would go down differently.

Constant Battle War.

Aight readers reader (me). Catch ya later.